today is going to be the worst day of my life...

...but first of all...

dip n dots are love
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i took this personality thingy on 'is love generator' and these were the actual results...'AMAZING' considering i live, breath, and fuck for dip n dots. life is mysterious and beautiful...what a nice feeling to start this day with...

...today is the day that i have to make myself pretty and plaster a fake-ass smile on my face and spin around like a wind-up toy. i am very excited.

for now, though...i'm just trying to forget that i have to let my 9-layer sparkle barbie alyce designer gown touch a haybale. i'm also trying to forget that i have to 2-step to a damn country song...i don't know what it's called...and i pride myself in that.

o well...i'm sure i've made a bigger fool of myself on North's stage than i will tonight.

*i hope i don't fall, i hope i don't win, i hope i don't have to deal with anyone's bullshit, i hope i can cover up my tan lines*

i'll get back here and let you know what happens. *good luck to everyone who's performing in Rtown tonight...wish i could be there!*